UGH! Let me tell you, I have heard that senior year is pretty rough for everyone, but I feel like I am literally one second away from a huge mental breakdown! I know it is the last stretch. I know not to give up! I know that I can do this if I keep my nose to the grind stone, but ermahgerd (OMG for those who don’t see the memes (you should probably check them out)) I am freaking out.
I don’t think much of my problem is getting the stuff done, or time management for that matter. I am getting all my projects, my homework, and my jobs done one time and with high quality. I think my issue is more so how much is really going on right now. Not the time, but just how much I seem to be doing. Then, the thing that saddens me, I seem to be one of the few seniors that are already pulling almost all nighters or all nighters! It worries me because if this is what my schedule is going to be like when it is “slow” then what is it going to be like when it is “crazy busy?”
I am also mildly concerned for the fact that my tonsils have been a huge problem for me for years, and trust me I am not a good sick person! I am a terrible sick person! I actually act like I am on my death bed even if I just have a head cold! Why? Well, let me put it this way, it is not the cold that is bothering me. It is the lack of sleep that I DON’T EVER get on top of the cold that I seem to get every week!
I was talking to my nurse this last week, and come to find out I have had strep throat 9 times this past year and tonsillitis 2 times, and don’t even get me started on the tonsil stones! Needless to say, I am finally going to “woman” up and go to the doctor and see what we can do about these tonsils! I have a HUGE feeling I am going to have to get them removed, and if that is the case, then I can say goodbye to good grades, my sanity, and sleep because I will have to really work to get “fully recovered” and get my schooling done at the same time. Long drawn out terrible recovery here I come!
Well, I am sure you guys would all like a solid, happy update about my life! I am actually going to try to keep it happy now! I am pleased to announce that I have almost 300 views in the past couple weeks! We are slowly creeping up there, but I have to say United States in ranked #1 in views and Israel is #2! I am very excited to be able to see what countries everyone is coming from, and I hope that I am doing a good job getting a wide variety of things for everyone to look at!
Things to look for?
- Weld Photography (COMING VERY SOON)
- Wedding Photography (Soon!!!)
- Nigh Photography!
- Design Projects/Updates
- Photos of my paintings and drawings!
- And, of course, more helpful websites for designers to look at for inspiration and guidance!
Have a wonderful day everyone in the wonderful inter web!